Growing...Seeing.. Believing ...God is taking me by the hand and walking with me--showing me He is faithful and can be trusted....As I open up and make myself vulnerable once again to others...hearing Him say " I love you and it is going to be OK"
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I took a female pastor out to lunch the other day..I had went to her once for counseling back in 06 shortly after I surrendered my job of 6 years as Director of nursing..I never returned to her as I had some issues with what she required for counseling...It just didn't "seem" right. Funny how in 3 years later here she was saying a prayer at my exes memorial and she had written a awesome article in the paper on him..that I received copies and mailed to his widow ,my sons and his sister. I just felt I need to thank her for what she did..I also bought her a dozen roses..we talked ..she shared and I shared..I found out she use to work with flowers! She has a small congregation..with a recent church split..I felt accepted by her..and yes she asked where I went to church!!! To me I was in church with her for those couple of hours. God was meeting me..I felt OK being with her..she did not seem more than me..I felt we were daughters of the same Father and it was so good and all I could do was Thank God for being so Awesome!
Sharing on a brother's blog..risky for me as I fear rejection and misunderstanding . Yet, I gained understanding ,how God is being my counselor and it just blessed me.
Going to a Bible study at my mom's with other's. It was like God hand-picked the people that go--so I am able to observe interaction of the other family present and the leader is a counselor/pastor..and my husband is allowing me to go without much todo..it is a safe place where he can trust all is OK.
I have not known Father God in this capacity before..I have not seen His love in action for me like this before...He is restoring my soul....
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