Can I believe it? Is it true? That the Son is shining on me ?
It has been a journey to get here...but I am no different than any one else. It has been a hard to swallow that God is no respectors of persons. As He loves all and has created all for His glory .
Humbling...
I have thought throught the years that God only loved a selected few and my goodness you had better be a preacher or teacher or a leader ..one couldn't be a no name..It is so funny that I read and memorized John 3:16 For God so loved the world ..and that was suppose to mean me ..that He gave His only begotten Son that whosoever believed in Him should not perish but have everlasting life... but for years I got held up and tormented by having to believe in Him and that it had to be perfect...if their was any doubt amidst the belief it was not believing so I was doomed...tormented...
My so -called father God had become such a father of lies..So many times I would cry out and literally cry and say" God this can't be you--what is it?" A dagger through my heart ..I just wanted to know God..it was suppose to be simple..it hasn't been .....yet I am now able to see Father God in that light..that is why it IS a new day.
Has God changed? No .for our God changeth not ..He is the same yesterday , today and always. What has happened? All I can say He has had mercy on me and grace ....I was blind but now I see...It is His Amazing Love.
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