Careage Hills past

My friend Di just emailed me and said my old boss Marilyn Peck died yesterday afternoon from cancer that had come back..I like Di shared of some mixed emotions..altho Di was fired..I was railroaded and because of a burn -out walked away..issues..micro management by Marilyn ..I was once again a so-called victim ...she had hired a careplan nurse when i took a vacation .I knew nothing about her and so got off on the wrong foot...as she was quiet..but competent..I was glad that she was hired yet not being on the hiring process I had no clue what she was about...she had experience in being a Director..and apparently wanted my job which buy the time I left she had..started off was to make her my asst. Director..why? the facility wasn't big enough ..Marilyn just didn't like the fact that I used Tammy a LPN as my right hand person..but we clicked..I guess a jealousy went on between the North and the south...I was the south and i lost..

I realized that I had issues with Tammy that i needed to address..as she was manipulating me to the max..another reason for my stress..Marilyn would go to her instead of me.. as she would ascertain that what Tammy said I had said or wanted..not always the case..nonetheless Admin and DON had a breakdown in communication..it didn't help that the owners wanted me to approach Marilyn with her attitude..I think that was the demise of my position..

I loved that job and the philosophy that the NH was established on..ah but that is too a delusion I believed in ...we are men and we lie..or I should say women and we destroy each other without mercy..Cruel , evil....how could I have been so stupid??? why i should have seen It coming...i guess i did in away ..I think the Spirit came to me on break and kinda broke the ice and let me sense that there was going to be alot of change..ah there was..Walking away from that job...getting a charge nurse and than 3 DON jobs in which I got calls for except the first one..crossing paths with Jeff H. quitting smoking, sons married, their dad dying, becoming a grandma, Brad's best friends dying and died, mom's husband dying,getting the job I have now..fast pace and leaning that God is for me..that is the biggest one..